Is this the end?

I fell in love with a guy... about almost 7 months ago. He has the most beautiful eyes on earth. He has the most unforgettable scent, most endearing smile... and he's the sweetest, faithful, crazy, natural,  and wonderful guy I've ever known. I fell in love with him 'coz he was there when I needed him, he was there and I needed a hug, and he said he loved me so truly that I couldn't resist. And for almost 4 months, I got to call him mine, and it was the most pleasure moment ever.

Thanks for being there

Thanks for everything..

Though I've said this many times before, but they're never enough

I felt glad I let you in

Ever since you came into my life, I felt fulfilled..

I thought to myself... "Is this the part where I finally found someone to trust?"

"Is this the part where I could rely on someone?"

"Is this the part where I could childishly ask you to stay with me when I need you?"

I am a girl and I've been playing boy for a long time

I am a girl and I've hid my girlish side for a long time

I'd never let myself cry in front of other people

I'd never been this pampered before

Seriously.. never I ask someone to look after me like you do

You're the first that I hope will really take care of me like most boys do to girls

You're the first person that I've been really opened to

You're THE ONLY person that I let you see me cry.

Your shoulder is THE ONLY shoulder that holds my tears

Ask anyone... ask my girl friends..

You're the only one I could trust now.. the only one that knows my secret and my inner wounds

Please don't let me down

Please don't leave me.. at least not now.. hopefully never

You've been there for a long time and I am very grateful

You've given me a sensation that I've never asked for

And I'll be speechless if you suddenly disappear

Thanks for being there... And I'll be there for you too

Thanks for your honesty... And I'll be honest with you

Thanks for your trust.... And you know how much I trust you, no matter what your past were

Thanks for your time... And I would want to spend more with you

Thanks for your love... And I couldn't even love you more

Thanks for everything you've given to me... 'Till I don't know how to return them back

Thanks for your patience... After everything that we've been through..

Thanks for being a great best friend... And I'll be your best pal when you need me

Thanks for being a lovable boyfriend... Though I don't know how to be a perfect girl, I'll try

Thanks for being a respectful brother... You don't know how much my respect is to you...

Thanks for being a guy that I could rely on... And you can also count on me..

.. I'm just thankful you're there

... and I'm glad I could be there for you

 

(25 August 2011 --- when I realize I might need him and he might need me. I should give it a try.. and I was right)

Thanks God for giving a wonderful person that keeps my spirits up all the time... I love You... I love him..  :')

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The Most Silly Story Ever

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