Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Will we be in love?

It was a game, at first we thought
We were trying to clear out our minds
We were playing fire to sweep off the cold snow
We were getting into the fire...

We started with a plan
Then we let it flow like the rain
Like the water flowing from the river
Looking for the deep blue sea

When I see you, you are just like him
It seems like I'm playing back the story
That I once made with him
The story that I never intended to be

Yep! Our story was very much alike.
Never thought that we were using each other
To forget our grieves and looking for someone else's comfort
Never thought you step forward and said, "I wanna do it for real"

I was speechless, but I was desperate
I was desperate to forget him, and you came forward
You were desperate to forget her, and you came to me
Then we decided maybe we should GIVE US A TRY

You said just let it flow
Yeah... I let it flow baby,
I got myself jealous seeing you talking about her
I got myself addicted to you

You said just let it flow...
Yeah... I really let it flow baby,
Now I don't know what I feel anymore
I'm afraid to say I love you, but I know deep down I need you

I'm afraid it's too early for me
I'm scared I'll hurt you like did to the other boys
Though you said it's okay and you won't get hurt
And you make me believe to just let it flow

I let it flow baby
You let it flow too...
Till where will this take us
Till when can we hide this?

I've let it flow so far
And I'm trying to fall in love
You also try to make be the one... your only one
And slowly we forget about our past

We're comfortable in our place now
But till when will this survive
Will we really be in love?
Or we just want it to stay like this?

I let it flow like you've asked to,
I let you fill in my life
I let you change everything
I let you make me smile and make everything better

But do I deserve you?
Or am I just taking advantages from you?
Will I be brave enough to have you in my life?
Or I just want this to stay like this..??

Will you leave me if I'm not ready?
Will you still be behind my back?
Will you forgive me if I hurt you in the end?
Will you still want to let this flow, if I'm begging you....?

'Till I now for sure... I'm really in love with you. :')

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Down - Syndrome Kids

Wednesday Night 18 Mei (which I thought was April -- this af ternoon --") 2011 

wow.... i finally find a reason  to write in my blog! :D
Honestly, nothing important... just want to share something with you my friends :)